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Friday, July 09, 2004::First Experience is the hardest...It's been 5 days since I came to work as a freelance with Digitone. And I have 3 new friends sign up for Three! yay!
And thanks for Abed, my new friend from CIC, he introduced me with the last two friends and they joined Three today... I didn't realise that the company can give the phone on the same day! I calculated, if Abed's friends gave me all the details I asked, it only take not more than an hour for them to get their new mobile!! cool!! 
anyway, as I had this new phrase, "if there's a good news, will come with the bad news", I had problems too... I lost one crucial detail of my first friend's workpaper... uh, that was terrible! Part of it was my fault... hiks... but it's all done now... the only thing is I have to get my friend's signature again tomorrow... hope I can meet him and ask an apologize... about tomorrow, I was asked if I want to come to go clubbing... wuoa... Honestly, I've never go clubbing before... hehe I don't know... I haven't decided yet... because, ... I don't know... We'll see tomorrow... Tuesday, July 06, 2004::apa yah?akhirnya... bisa juga blogging...Sunday... we [ko Wil, ci Yeny, ci vivi, Mei, ter2, David and me] met two guys from Three, exclusive dealer network Digitone. Kita ketemu, buat minta mereka jadi sponsor ISC [Indonesian Student Community] di Curtin University. Well, we had dinner at Swan Lake [the restaurant I always recommended to my friends  ] after Sunday sevice.
We only discussed about the products and all the stuffs at three etc... but I don't know where the conversation started, the other guy aksed me if I can work as a freelance... and... it was so fast! the next day I went to their office [it looks like a plain apartment to me] and we started training, and that's it! I got the job... now, just and advertisement, if you want to join with three, or want to ask anything regardless of the products [mobile phones], just ask me 
tomorrow we will have ice skating activity along with new friends [new students] from CIC... And I will have my first customer there... you know, sekali panah, kena dua burung... [just an expression tho...] Saturday, July 03, 2004::A L3tTeR f0r a 6iRLGirls, I want you to understand why you are so dang irresistible to guys (and me ^_^). I don't think you really get how amazing you are...Today I represent the guys in your life, and I'm going to fill you in on what goes on inside my head when I think of girls (or just ONE girl). 
The biggest thing that I just love about girls is how soft your SKIN is. Mine's all rough and hairy, but yours is so soft that I just love it when it brushes up against me. And you know what makes your skin softer than mine? Your body has extra fat cells. The fat cells that you love to hate are really the reason for your soft skin that I love to love (confused?  hang on...just read it once again).
And believe it or not, I love the fact that you're EMOTIONAL [      ], because that gives me something that I don't have. It's an adventure I don't get to live on my own. Now, if you are psycho-overemotional, that's another issue. But emotions are so feminine and so not male that I love it. It's uncharted territory. It's a maze. It's a challenge. it's what makes you a girl and not a guy [dooh!?].
I love the way you TALK. Three words in an email can totally make a man feel like fighting a battle and rescuing a beauty. The kind and feminine things you say are stuff I would never get from my guys friends, and I need it. I need to hear your sweet words like "You're my hero," or "You're so strong." I know it isn't one of my guy friends talking--that would be freaky!! I love the cute little CLOTHES you wear. A guy would never be caught dead in ruffles, but on you it's so girly, and that makes it cute! I love your EYES. They might be the same eyes a guy could have, but they look so much better in your head. I just love your eyes  . Mascara and all. I love the way you flirt, the way you smile at me, the way your hair smells. I love that I'm stronger than you and that you need me to take care of and protect you  . When you can't open the ketchup bottle and ask me to, gosh I love that. I just love it when you need my help. When somebody upsets you and you need to cry on my shoulder  , oh, that's a good feeling. And I love the way your hand is so little that it can fit into mine.
I notice that a lot of girls get hung up on SIZE. "My nose is too big!" "My feet are too big!" Let me just tell you here and now that there are no girls whose feet are too big! Telling me stuff like "My butt is too big, and I'm too fat" just annoys me  . In fact--news flash--I don't think anything about you being too this or too that 'til you tell me. If you're saying "My eyes are ugly and brown. I want blue eyes," I say there are plenty of guys who love brown eyes, and that's not going to determine if a guy goes out with you or not anyway. Here's the whole problem as I see it: Every girl's __________ is too ___________, and you fill in the blanks.
Your straight hair is too straight, your curly hair is too curly. You all spend your life thinking you're too this, that, or the other. Stop it! Quit saying all the negative stuff about yourself. When you get upset when I say you're beautiful and say "No, I'm not," you are calling me stupid. It doesn't matter what you think about you; let ME think what I want to think. When you tell a guy he's wrong, you run him off. Why would a guy want to go out with a girl who disagrees with everything he thinks? He wouldn't. So, if you don't like guys to tell you nice things about yourself, don't tell him that. Just go handle your issue, 'coz you've got one (do u understand it? does my language too vague or rude?). I know it's hard, but you have to listen to me when I tell you not to compare yourself to the girls you see in mags or on TV (specially on MTV). From guy's perspective, we don't care that you don't look like them. We pretty much know they're fake anyway  . I mean, we [men] will be turned on by stuff because we are also turned on by you because you're there. We don't ex[ect you to be the perfect supermodel; we just need you to be there. I mean, a girl will think she's ugly 'coz she's comparing herself to every other girl. "Her hair is thicker." Straight up, I don't care!  I don't compare girls. If I like you (or even, love you) I don't care any other girls. Believe it or not, I'm a hunter, not a shopper  . You girls shop for guys by comparing them, trying different things about them to see if they fit or not. I don't. I like you because you are a girl, period, the end. I'm not comparing you to every other girl. Like my friend Ben says, "I'll probably never get married 'cuz I love all girls. There's something about every one of them that I love." We don't need you to be perfect in every little thing. I find something alarmingly beautiful in each of you. Your laugh, your smile, your hands, your eyes, each one of you has one thing that is uniquely you and uniquely attractive. So lay off the comparison charts and let us love that stuff about you.
You just give me something that I can't get from guys. From guy's perspective (I said it twice), all that girly stuff that we don't understand, we really don't want to understand. We just like it. 
editor: A. Zmith Thursday, July 01, 2004::A Cry of The Son of MenHow fool am I To seek for a love Trying to be loved Among humans Fear and desperations Loneliness and hopeless Never imagined to be loved By someone so special in my life Yet I abandoned him for such a thing Never seek a love from a human Hem, apa yah... kenapa akhir2 ini, gue ngerasa kesepian... I felt I'm alone in the crowd... Yes, I was seeking love, attention, even an appreciation from people... I realise I'm a fool, I'm such a dumb ass! baru sadar, klo sia2 nyari kasih and pengharapan dari manusia... I've read somewhere, katanya klo kita ingin di kasihi, kasihi sesama... but that is the point! kita udh punya motivasi yang salah untuk mencari kasih... we want to be loved, that's why we love them, we want their love! ada maunya kan? hanya sedikit orang yang dengan tulus lakuin sesuatu, without expecting anything... I want to apologize for everyone I treat and take their friendship for granted. I'm sorry David, Annes, Yogi, Aji, Ardhi, everyone, my friends... Now, a question came up to my head, can a person's character changed in a blink of a night? ga kali yah... I know my character is not a blessing for everyone... Although we can't change our character, we can always hide or put on our two-faced face, itu juga udh bisa dibilang perubahan karakter, so I might turn into me again three or four years ago. cuek, cool [hahaha, apa coba...] let's see if it works or not... yah, the conclusion is, we can't expect love, care or anything without expecting feedbacks from other people... Never depend on humans, but Depends On God [D.O.G.] Tuesday, June 29, 2004::I want to scream,I want to shout! I never dream I have so much dark Lonelines, it's holding me down Useless life Painful problems Everything seems enchanted me Tell me, what is life? How do you see Love? What it feels like? Is it good? Religious people! What say you?! Can your religion save you? Give you peace? And bring you to heaven? Or not! Can you give me the assurance? That you and me are going to heaven? With what? Good deeds???? Two-faced people I hate! Acting good in church, Friendly yet dreadful With smiles on their faces Going to church Yet no obedient with law! How you obey the HIGHEST RULES When you do not obey a simple rule? Religion people suck!! Thursday, June 24, 2004::You Saved Mein the express lane rollin on the freeway and suddenly the phone rings then I reached down beside me then i look on the floor felt on the backseat see I was drinking while I was driving never thinking bout what I was doing I turned around and before i knew it here comes this truck now Doctor said don't think he gonna make it family said make the funeral arrangements unplug the machine he's gone now then told my wife to be strong now then a small voice said until me if you promise to stop drinking I surrendered on that day now for ten year's i've been straight You saved me You saved me Gave me a second chance You saved me You saved me Now i've been sitting in this chair waiting on the phone to ring praying up to god that someone will call me with a job opening cause it's been so hard for me month to month struggling to eat but still there was no answer I stop believing in his word and got so mad at him and when somebody said god's good i just laugh at 'em But in the nick of time his blessing rain on me by his grace the phone ring a lady said were hiring and that's when I knew You saved me You saved me Now i was 18 out there on the block selling drugs with a gun at my waist and for people I had no love see the streets was my home family and friends were all gone had no one to trust and deep inside i was all alone and a deal went bad one day and it was enough to pause me I was shot 4 times and before i knew it I was on my knees Blood pushin out my body my heart's beating faster don't know what i'm gonna do I don't think i'm gonna last then I began to flash back on the things I've done in my past then I heard a small voice that said I'll give you peace if you believe I accepeted christ that day halelujah now i'm free You saved me You saved me I was in the aisle of the grocery store with a pain in my chest and I'm wondering where did it come from (I got tested) and the results came back and the doctor said i'm sorry but u got cancer I could not beleive it so I call my mama to calm my nerves she got down on her knees she said a prayer for me just keep on thinking Jesus he'll give you what you need (thank you Jesus) now that was five years ago I don't have that pain no more Doc said you can go home cause all that cancer's gone You saved me... You saved me You saved me You saved me, saved me Gave me a second chance Halelujuah saved me Saved me saved me You saved me You gave me it was by grace You saved me I'm so thankful that You looked down on me saw me standing there I was at the end of my rope no where to go and you gave me No where to go I was down and out I was doing drugs I was running the streets never felt love I was wilding out You saved me You steped in ooh save me You saved me!! Wednesday, June 23, 2004::at last... at last...freedom! lalalalala... freedom! free deh dari yg namanya belajar seharian... [padahal chatting mulu... hehe] 
huhu... *niru teriakannya Michael J.* asiknya.... udh ada hiburan juga, pas liburan, nyokap mo dateng [bawa2 byk brg deh dr indo! yes!]. tapi... pengennya sih gue yg pulang indo... yah, ga apa2 deh, I still can enjoy this holiday anyway 
the last exam was a torture to me, yeah, for my imagination of holidays... uh, hahaha... but then, when it's finished, I was going to go to the bus station, and... you know, it's cold outside... nearly 10 degrees... tp kebelet pengen pipis... trus, pas mo ke wc, I saw my friend, Robert, he was in the computer lab. we chat a bit, then, he offered me a lift home!! huah... God is so nice... [jgn2 gara2 mo bikin gue fail unit yg gue ambil di kampus... ] uh, ga mau mikir yg gituan deh, get off of me now!!
hehehe... wah, pokoknya hr ini tuh bisa gimana gitu... It's so, you know, a day with less problems... 
ada temen gue yg protes gue pake gambar2 ginian... ada lagi yg mo protes? It's reflecting my feelings now... yah, ngiri kali, ga bisa punya blogs kyk gue, hehe... ehm, gue nemu, inih 
lucu ga? hehehehe... yah, udh, ntar lagi.. mo maen...maen... bebas... lalala... Displayed only 7 posts, u can read more from the archives link |
 Now is the time for me to let go Of everything that is not like you I've tried to justify, I've told lies, now I realize That I need help from you Come in and change my broken heart I'm yearning for a brand new start Can you wash me white as snow So I can show that I'm a living miracle _______________ Profile::Winter ................. Winter::Name - Adrian Zmith Winter::Born - September, 10 1984 [Bandung] Winter::Country - Perth, WA Winter::School - Curtin University of Nerds Winter::Likes - Reading, Computer, Dancing, Relaxing Winter::Wishlist - Can read women's mind Winter::Quote - Taking risk does not mean we must be foolhardy _______________ ListToBuy::Winter .................. 1> Hi-Tech Computer 2> Kuas cat for Chinese painting 3> Ticket to go back to indo [huehehehe..] __________________ Don't Buy!! Sucks! .................. 1> CallPluss calling cards __________________ FavArtists::Winter .................. Carman, Usher, J. Timberlake, M.J., Casting Crowns, Craig David, Will Smith, Louis Armstrong, Barry White, Guy Sebastian Sheryl Crow, Shania Twain, Avril Lavign, Pink, Alicia Keys __________________ CurrentReading::Winter ...................... Body Language - Allan Pease __________________ NextReading::Winter ................... Guide to UNIX Using Linux - Palmer, Dent, Gaddis __________________ PastReading::Winter ................... Boy Meets Girl ::Joshua Harris:: Stay Strong ::Terry Williams:: Making Friends ::Andrew Matthews:: How To Talk To Anyone, Anytime, Anywhere ::Larry King:: What Would Jesus Say 2: David Beckham, Big Brother, Eminem, Harry Potter, ..., You? ::Steve Ayers:: Dateable ::J. Lookadoo & H. Morgan:: Dateable Rules ::J. Lookadoo & H. Morgan:: __________________ Contact::Winter ............... Winter::MSN - adri_imoet@hotmail.com Winter::Email - zmith_adrian@yahoo.com.au _______________ Friends::Winter ............... Anes Farley Perth Community Center Inex Sisca Sylvester ich3lz veronica Tirza True-gossiper East Perth Boys _______________ Links::Winter ............. Blogger Blogskins StockStash   _______________ Excite::Winter .............. Biarkan Bintang Menari [part 1] Biarkan Bintang Menari [part 2] Biarkan Bintang Menari [part 3] _________________ MustRead::Winter ................ __________________ Tagboard::Winter .................................... _______________ Past::Winter ............ May 2004 June 2004 July 2004 _______________ Musix::Winter ............. You are listening to: Cartoon Song -Chris Rice- |
